Mills' Musings - Moments In Our World

All In A Days Work

2012-02-02T20:22:00.000-08:00

Well, for those of you following the baby-sleeps-in-a-big-boy-bed saga, let it be known...we have reached success.

Here is a brief run-down of the week.

Monday: Noah was a fuss bucket. We put him to bed asleep. He awoke and decided to crawl out of his crib for the first time in his life. We were up at 1:15 and stayed up. Until after work. He turned into a holy-terror over night.

Tuesday: My parents came to town to pick up their Harley-dog and see Noah. Dad fixed Noah's crib - he turned it into a big boy bed. I prayed for great night's sleep. I prepared for a HORRIBLE night. I knew we would be up all night...again. Not.A.Peep!

Wednesday: We prepped for bed. Noah sleeps in footed zip-up jammies (you know, because God forbid his feet touch air at night. You know I was raised right.) Fearing that Tuesday was just God giving me MUCH needed sleep, I knew this night would be terrible. Did he wake up? Yes. Did he fuss? Yes. Did we get him? Nope. I found him this morning pulling at his door, in a diaper only, with a new pack of diapers (104 count) hanging from the rafters and everything below. They were absolutely everywhere. He also had little bits of carpet indention all over his left side. He clearly slept on the floor.

Thursday night: I laid him down...thought he was asleep. He wasn't. I went ahead with the plan. I laid him down, gave him a kiss and said night night. I shut the door; he screamed. He got out of bed and pulled at the door. Finally after he stopped crying, we went to check on him. We first grabbed the flashlight to look under his door. We didn't even want to attempt to go in if he was asleep against the door. He wasn't. I went inside his room and found him.........asleep. Laying in his bed, asleep.

I, my friends, call this a success.

The Serenity Prayer

2012-01-26T19:20:00.000-08:00

Writing is cathartic. It works for me. I am good with words. On bad days, this is what I do. I write. I write it out. If I can write it down, I don’t have to think about it any longer. Today was one of those days. You know, the kind of day that you know at any moment, it WILL get better because … well, how could it get worse, but then it does get worse??

Yep, God Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference.

I must have said this ten thousand times today. Not in the "AA" sense of the meaning, but in the God I need your help today kind of way.

Today, I woke up mad. I woke up mad about something that was completely out of my control. I woke up angry for something that I couldn’t fix…time can only fix it. I was just a GRUMP today. Here is how my day went:

I left my cell phone at home, which quickly threw me off. I left my ID badge at home – which I found out about halfway through the day that it was in my car. My students were Uncharacteristically bothersome today. I promise that each one asked to go to the bathroom no less than 3 times each BEFORE we went to specials – at 9:20 a.m.. Three of them went AGAIN at Specials. They talked, and chose not to listen. They just couldn’t quite get it all under control today. I didn’t pack a lunch, so, I had to go get one. I had a dentist appointment – which was probably the highlight of my day. THEN, I pick up Noah who was also uncharacteristically cranky. I went to the grocery store. I thought, this could be my redeeming moment. I will buy Cullen’s favorite cake mix and make him a sweet little cake.…I cooked dinner. Cullen came home.. I started his cake backwards. I poured the cake mix before I noticed that I didn’t have eggs. Crucial. After dinner, I went to the grocery store alone. I prayed. I prayed out loud to make sure God heard me. I prayed for a better tomorrow. I prayed for peace. I prayed to see the light of this day. Then, one of my dearest girlfriends, Chyla calls me, and we talked. Gosh it was wonderful – but too quick. I get to the grocery store, still on the phone, buy the milk and head back home. I get about half-way home and realize I DIDN’T GO TO BUY MILK! I needed EGGS! SO, I heavily roll my eyes, turn back around, and go buy eggs. Knowing I can’t do it all, knowing my limit, I get off the phone. I check the eggs to make sure they are not cracked, and I drop my phone… it breaks into 7 pieces. SEVEN! I put it back together and it takes the whole trip back home to reboot. I prayed again. I prayed for this day to end, for God to hit reset. I prayed tomorrow is better than today (how could it not be??). Okay, I begin the cake making process again… NO FRIGGIN VEGETABLE OIL. Are you kidding me??

I call my friend (and close neighbor) Taylor. She saves me. She puts vegetable oil out for me on her driveway. I drive there and back and start the cake for the THIRD time. {{no good deed ever goes unpunished!}} Ugh.

So, here I am. It is 9:08. I have schoolwork to do…that I must do. All I WANT to do is go to sleep and start over. Press snooze and start over. Tomorrow WILL be better – It has to be better.

Good Lord, it must be better.

The funny thing is, this is not a bad day. Yes it is a bad day for ME. But, everything I wrote that happened today is not a bad day. It is a series of unfortunate events. AND, even on these bad days, I know God is watching over me. I know that God has filled my life with everything I need and want. Want to know the best part?? Even on the really bad days, I can find one of these two boys. Both have an uncanny ability to turn my frown into the warmest heart, and fullest smile.

January 26, 2012

So, here is to tomorrow NEEDING to be better. GOD GRANT ME THE STRENGTH…

Fuzzy Pictures.

2012-01-25T08:01:00.000-08:00

Warning - this picture today is fuzzy. Last night, I met my dad in Andice to get Harley, his dog. We are keeping her for a few days, and Noah INSTANTLY fell in love. They both barked the entire 45 minute drive home.

Then when we got home, Noah sat in her bed, pulled over her dog bowl, and ~~force~~ fed her one...little....bite...at....a....time. Whether she is hungry or not.

She sat at Noah's door for a long time last night. It stole my heart.

While it is fuzzy - here is a picture from last night!

womp, womp.... no picture. Email won't let me save it. Growl. I will update it later.

Can You Fall Twice??

2012-01-21T20:05:00.000-08:00

Because I just did. I just fell in love with my son all over again. While I am going to post the picture, I want to tell you just how much fun Noah has been lately. He is a whole new kiddo. Yes, he still prefers his daddy to me...any day, any time, any where. And Yes, I am super jealous of the two of them when we are all together. BUT, when it is just the two of us, he loves me; he likes me, and we are {temporarily} best friends.

Today, we went to Belton to play with The Durbin clan. Oh boy, we had such a great time. We played at the coffee shop, fed the ducks and walked around. Noah and Kylie played with Kylie's kitchen back at her house, and generally had a wonderful morning.

THEN, we went to Topsey Exotic Ranch, where we pet and fed zebras, a camel, mini-horses, 12,000 different types of deer, and several other animals. It was wonderful. Noah ~~loved~~, ~~hated~~ managed to live through the experience... it wasn't until the very end of our trip that he really started to enjoy himself. And thank goodness he did, or it would have never produced this:

I just love this child. It is possible to fall in love twice - with the same person, I just did.

C'mon...

2012-01-19T19:52:00.000-08:00

Day ??, Jan 19, 2012!

I mean, really?! Does it get any cuter than this?? Are there words for this amount of cuteness??

Does many pictures = Many Days?

2012-01-18T11:40:00.000-08:00

I have several pictures from yesterday.... so, I am hoping that makes up for my lack of progress the last many days.

Noah shouting "Daaaaad!" through the fence at the softball game last night.

I caught myself saying to Noah a catch phrase that my mom said to me FREQUENTLY at my dad's ball games. "Get your fingers out of the fence. It is going to hurt when you get hit by a ball!"

It made my heart warm.

Mini-Me and his Dad

2012-01-16T11:08:00.000-08:00

While we were at the Mayborn Museum this weekend, I snapped a picture of Noah and Cullen. I feel like, with the pictures I have seen, and what I can imagine, this picture of Noah is exactly what I think Cullen looked like as a small toddler.

Aren't they a handsome bunch!??

Bubbles

2012-01-14T22:02:00.000-08:00

Today, we met The Tappan Family in Waco at the Mayborn Museum for Aubrie's birthday! She turned two. We spent so much time roaming today...and eventually, we found ourselves in the room of bubbles. Noah had a blast. Here are the pictures from our big adventure!

School Days, School Days.

2012-01-12T19:07:00.000-08:00

Tonight's pictures were taken at Noah's CoCo's house this last weekend. For Christmas, Carol and Billy got Noah a desk. HE LOVES IT! This is him sitting at his desk, working.

I mean, seriously, how much cuter do you get?? How could I possibly have another one, when I think Number One is so great!??!!?

My life...In a Picture

2012-01-11T18:45:00.000-08:00

Tonight, I was determined to take a picture. I WAS DETERMINED to do it!

And, as it turns out, I captured the best picture ever... a picture that sums up my life. Noah and Cullen, playing in the game room, while Millie and Brodie jealously intermingle.

Day 8: January 11, 2012

I just love my life.

Yes, I do know...

2012-01-11T07:46:00.000-08:00

That it has been a few days since our last picture post... I am taking them. I swear to it!

I have one from last night of Noah riding Brodie like a horse. But, when Brodie yelped because it hurt, Noah looked at him and said, "Uh oh!" and gave him a kiss.

Sweet boy!

Blue...

2012-01-09T20:09:00.000-08:00

No, I am not referring to the color of my shirt.

I am referring to the overall attitude around here. The weather is icky today, and we are all feeling a bit "yuck". Noah is fighting off Croup...still. I am fighting off a sinus infection. AND, the weather is blah, cold, and rainy!

Today, we didn't get a picture, but it is because Noah was REFUSING, and he didn't feel too hot. Here is a picture from two days ago; it pretty much sums up the Little Stinker for the last couple days. Poor baby.

Day 7: January 9, 2012

Big Scary Monster

2012-01-07T17:14:00.000-08:00

Have you ever had a real-life encounter with a big, scary, purple armed, monster??? If you haven't, you are in luck. Not only did Cullen have an encounter, he was able to capture rare footage. Before you scroll down, beware...these pictures are not for the faint of heart.

Day 6: January 7, 2012

Love/Hate Relationships

2012-01-06T19:09:00.000-08:00

I formed a new one. I promised my kids a hermit crab for class if they could earn 100 "good behavior" points. They earned it, and I bought the dumb thing. I hate it... but I can't stop checking on it, misting it, making sure it has fresh fruits and veggies, and fresh dried shrimp, which is exactly why I also hate the stupid thing.

Day 5: January 6, 2012

Here is today's picture... a picture of my little friend at home, after a bath. Yes, you read that correct. You have to give hermit crabs a bath - so says the paperwork.

Worthless...

2012-01-05T20:56:00.000-08:00

Just as I was crawling into bed tonight, I remembered... "Drats, I didn't post today's picture!!"

Be prepared, it is NOT of my Toot. He has Croup... and is NOT interested in entertaining me tonight. That is fine. I understand - kind of. The trade off? He was a little clingy, cuddlebug today!

Instead, the puppies played in this beautiful weather today. The sunshine and running wore them out! When we came into the living room, this is what we saw:

Day 4: January 5th, 2012

Like the post title, they are just worthless, little puppies! Noah was not too happy to find "his night night" had been overrun by his Millie. She quickly moved after he swarmed her. She finished her hours long nap in our bed.

Bye Bye Emmy -

2012-01-04T19:03:00.000-08:00

Today, as we were leaving Mrs. Brenda's house, Noah was playing in the trunk with his friends Emmy and Ethan. Finally we left. As we were pulling away, Noah-Boah (as Emmy calls him) waves out the window and says, "Bye Bye EE".

Day 3: January 4, 2012

So simple, yet, so sweet.

Wanna Be A Baller...

2012-01-03T18:51:00.000-08:00

... "Shot Caller".

Tonight during bath time, Noah decided shooting his toys into his turtle basket wasn't good enough. He wanted to slam them in there.

Day 2 - January 3rd, 2012

You know, when you have game, you have game. Don't deny it - embrace it. Right?

A Picture A Day...

2012-01-02T19:16:00.000-08:00

I have been inspired. Many people in my life are taking and posting one picture a day for 365 days.

I have joined. Let's just see how long I can keep it up.

January 2nd, 2012

This was Noah at the mall today. He decided it would be way fun to dance like a maniac in the middle of the carpet. Of course, he was the only one around dancing...which is a serious attention grabber - just the way he likes it!

A Brief Game Of Catch-Up

2011-12-30T12:59:00.000-08:00

It is almost embarrassing that I have been home for two solid weeks and I cannot find time to blog - yet, when I am in the full swing of my hectic life, I am able to do it all...well, at least I am able to blog.

This Christmas season has been one of the best on record for me. All of my family came together on multiple occasions - we celebrate big around here. We spent the holidays catching up, ripping open boxes and being lazy, playing with our new toys. UNlike last year, Noah understood gifts, understood that if he tears into this wrapped thing, there would me a super surprise on the inside. He wanted to play with everything, and was so gracious. He would stop what he was doing, go give the gift-giver a hug and say thank you. Yes, he was prompted...but isn't that what parenting is??

Because all three of us were spoiled rotten, we decided that it was time to give Noah his own room - he got the dining room transformed into a playroom and Cullen and I - well, we got our living room back! Oh my goodness. It is amazing!

This weekend, we are ringing in the new year with The Durbins. We will quickly get up New Year's day to have one more day of fun-Christmas in Fredericksburg, Texas with my mom's side of the family...only to hit reality hard. Back to school on Monday for this little girl!

While the Christmas season (for most) is behind you - let me leave you with this: be thankful. Look around and thank God for everything you have; Big or small - you are loved, and infinitely blessed. I know I am and I never take it for granted.

Pictures of our two-week vacation are coming soon, I promise!

After a Long Break...

2011-12-22T21:06:00.000-08:00

Goodness, it has been a while since I last posted. It has probably been due to the fact that school has been wrapping up, Noah and I have been at home with each other all day, wrecking the house and/or shopping for Christmas.

So, Noah and I are spending our days playing with his new Christmas toys. He got a tent from Santa and he LOVES IT. It is little - a one-man tent. Little Bit INSISTS that we get in it together. AND, when we ~~squish~~ do get in it, he sits in my lap and says "shhh!, hide". It is adorable.

This coming weekend is FULL of family, holiday-ing, and memory making. I couldn't be more excited.

AND, because blog posts are always more fun with pictures, here are some from Christmas #1.

Forrest Gump

2011-12-12T20:11:00.000-08:00

Does this picture remind you of either of the following quotes??

“Life is like a box of chocolates... you never know what you're gonna get.”

OR

"My name is Forrest, Forrest Gump...People call me Forrest Gump".

Fa La La La - Holidays Are Here.

2011-12-11T19:03:00.000-08:00

My, how a year can change you. The Junior Service League held their annual Breakfast With Santa on Saturday.

This time last year, I remember being so excited to have my first child take their first picture with Santa... He was great. He sat, didn't really know what was going on...couldn't have been a more perfect baby for Santa. Here is a refresher:

The other great part of that day, was Noah's best friend Kylie joined us in the festivities. She and Noah took a picture together WITH Santa.

They didn't love it so much together.

Danielle and I are good about recreating great moments. This year's picture, Sweet Kylie stole the show. Not only was she hands-down the cutest baby there, she sat so good for Santa. She showed Noah how it is done.

Noah HATED Santa this year. Absolutely HATED him! I tried to tell Santa this isn't of his character - not to let this one moment put him on the naughty list!

Here are this year's photos:

And, the best one... The sweet, petite, and wonderfully perfect, Kylie - and our little handsome toot!

Merry Christmas to you and yours.

Santa Baby...

2011-12-08T07:46:00.000-08:00

I have a Santa Baby... diapers and all. Enjoy! I sure do!

No More Bottles..

2011-12-03T09:51:00.000-08:00

So, I know... Little Buddy is almost 19 months old. Yes, MOST babies have outgrown their bottles at this point (with momma's help). It was the last little bit of "baby" Noah had in him. On my nights, I rock him to sleep, bottle in hand.

Well, enough is enough. My little buddy has decided he has had enough with the bottles. I was putting him to bed Wednesday night with a bottle of milk. He spit it out and said, "YUCK!".

Me: "Buddy, is this yucky? Do you not want it?"
Noah: Nnnnnnnnnooooo.
Me: What do you want?
Noah: Wa-wa (said in a very whiny voice)
Me: [Shouting to Cullen] The King has spoken. He wants water.

It is brought to him...in a sippy. Because he refuses his bottle. Because he only wants his sippy. Because he is growing up - and this momma is very bittersweet about it.

So, guess what I am doing this weekend, besides putting up Christmas decorations??? Packing up the bottles until it is time for baby #2.

YouTube Videos -

2011-11-27T20:28:00.000-08:00

Today was an exceptionally fun day with Noah. While he kept Cullen up for a couple hours in the middle of the night, he woke up happy and wanted to play all day! Here are a few clips from today:

Noah, What does an elephant say?
~~Justin~~ Noah Beiber!
Dancing #1- Bobbing and Weaving. This kid has groove!
Dancing #2 - Dancing meets The Karate Kid!

I hope you enjoy these videos as much as we enjoyed creating them with Noah. My goodness, this kid has A) Energy, B) some moves, and C) has stolen my heart for life.

Thankful For... my double oven

2011-11-20T06:57:00.001-08:00

Today, as superficial as it is, I am thankful for my double oven. I have been baking for the last 24 hours, and I have LOVED every minute of it. Having a double oven sure does help! I love this time of year for so many reasons - one of the big ones...I get to bake things. I get to bake as much as I want and no one can stop me!

I Dare You!

2011-11-19T10:39:00.000-08:00

Three days ago, Cullen and I started 'The Love Dare'. It is a component from Fireproof; It is a 40 day, Christian based, scripture based, marriage challenge.

So far, we are only on day three. But, I already feel wonderful. It gives us food for thought, while doing TINY things each day for each other.

Try it... I dare you.

Thankful For...

2011-11-17T21:22:00.000-08:00

There are quite a few days of catching up... Let's begin.

Tuesday - I am thankful for prayer. Tuesday night, Noah and I prayed before bedtime. For the first time ever, he prayed for someone by name... unprompted. I love the spiritual innocence in which he prayed, interjecting names as he saw fit amongst my prayer. Yes, he is only 18 months old, but the Lord has filled him with love and he shows it daily.

Wednesday - I am thankful for Thanksgiving. It is just around the corner - which means family, fellowship and all new memories to add to the book. It is filled with mashing potatoes, not having to decide between broccoli rice casserole and mac and cheese; and cherishing indoor/outdoor fun and games. It is watching my mom gleam in her element, and it is pondering if anyone will announce something big. Thanksgiving is more than just a mean on a day - it is what life is all about!

Thursday, today, I am thankful for Noah's incredible awareness of others. Tonight, it was just him and I. When I took my shoes off, he immediately noticed that I had a band-aid on my foot (a blister from my new shoes). He squatted down, said, "uh-oh" and made a kissy noise at my foot. Sweet boy. Big emotions. I hope he stays that way forever.

Thankful for... two days worth

2011-11-14T18:33:00.000-08:00

Two superficial thankfuls -

1. I am thankful for new haircuts. On Friday, I met my sister at her salon to get my hair cut and colored. I left feeling refreshed, rejuvenated and ready to take on the world. I am thankful for my sister, her masterful skills and ability to make me feel like a million bucks!

2. I am thankful for Mondays; for the ability to always start over. NO matter what. I am thankful knowing that no matter what happened last week, last month, even yesterday doesn't matter...on Monday, you get to start all over.

Thankful for my Mother -

2011-11-12T10:58:00.000-08:00

Today I am thankful for my mom. I know I mentioned her in my first "thankful" post, but - she deserves one all of her own. My mom is my rock. She is the epitome "I can do it all" - and she does it all so gracefully.

Five years ago, she was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. From the moment she was diagnosed to the moment she was declared cancer-free, she never showed a struggle, never asked for anything, and fought that horrible monster with a smile on her face. She won. She won the battle.

Tomorrow, we are walking in the Susan Komen Race For The Cure - in HONOR of our mother. She is one INCREDIBLE woman. If you have met her, count your blessings. If you haven't find a reason to. She is amazing, and will change your life forever.

Today, I am thankful for my mother, my saving-grace, my operator at Grand Central Station, my hero.

Race For The Cure - 2010

Thankful for my puppies -

2011-11-11T04:46:00.000-08:00

I have two Boston Terrier puppies. Man, I love these dogs. They are complete opposites in every way possible. One is white with black and is Black with white. One is big; One is small. One is super smart and independent; one is very dumb and always by your side. BUT, both are loyal, kind, caring and always making us laugh. When I don't feel good, they sit by my side. They love to cuddle. They TOLERATE Noah. They are wonderful, perfect, dogs.

I am thankful for having the world's best doggies!

Punta Cana, Dominican Republic

2011-11-11T04:31:00.000-08:00

Cullen and I just returned from a fabulous, restful, wonderfully overdue vacation to the DR. For those of you who have been there, my words below will come as no surprise. For those of you who have NOT been there - Put the Dominican Republic on YOUR bucket list.

So, The Durbin and The Mills packed their bags for a long, overdue vacation. We chose our destination in June or July, booked it, and have been counting down the days!

We arrived on Wednesday mid-day after a nice (easy) flight and we decided it would be best to throw on our suits immediately and get into the beach!

This doesn't come close to accurately portraying what the beach looked like.

We snuba dived, snorkeled and we took speed boats in the ocean.

We dined on food that was great. We drank as often as we wanted...the boys for sure won that contest. We {the girls} were more concerned about catching up on sleep.

We saw cocoa plantations, and played in 10-15 foot ocean waves that were postcard perfect.

We went 4-wheeling through the country-side, along the beach and to a cave, where we were able to get off and play in a fresh water spring...

The company was fantastic. We had a tremendous amount of laughs.

We watched the MLB World Series...we all know how that ended. Cullen was depressed.

But, by about Saturday night, we were starting to really miss our kiddos.

So, we had one last great dinner...

...and kissed Paradise goodbye.

Sunday night - LATE, we came home to our children, woke up Monday morning and started our lives over. Rested. Rejuvenated. Happy.

Thankful for Music -

2011-11-10T04:38:00.000-08:00

Noah has this horribly annoying CD I bought him about 4 months ago. We listen to it every time we are in the car. EVERY TIME we are in the car. NO MATTER WHAT. He points to the radio and flips out until you put on his music. THEN, he is happy as a clam.

Well, I finally changed the CD; He didn't notice, {thank the Good Lord). This new CD is FULL of songs my momma sang to us growing up. Each one brings a smile to my face and memory to mind.

Today I am thankful for the music my momma sang to us growing up. Today, I am thankful that if I have to listen to this every day, at least I can tolerate this particular CD!

{Yesterday} Thankful for Ponytails

2011-11-10T04:33:00.000-08:00

We are allowed to wear jeans on certain days at school. Often, when I wear jeans, I wear a pony tail. Why not? It is easy, out of the way and functional.

Yesterday, was one of those days. I admit, my hair was doing something funky even before I got to school, but -

When I got to school and started our day in the classroom, one of my boy students said, "Mrs. Mills, I don't mean this mean, but, you look a lot prettier with your hair down and curly." I smiled and said the proper southern response, "Well, that's nice. Thank you."

I got owned my a 2nd grader.

Today, my hair is down and curly...

Bucking Noah...

2011-11-08T20:44:00.000-08:00

My child turned me into a horse last night...

Buckin Noah

Thankful For My Planner -

2011-11-08T18:11:00.000-08:00

I recently lost my ~~oxygen tank~~ day planner. I couldn't find her anywhere. I was fearing the worst... forgetting dates, important events, even birthdays. I can NOT imagine life without my day planner.

I sent a note out to my school asking where my planner was, and if anyone had seen her. If she was lost, I would pay handsomely for her safe return...

... She was recovered today. She safe, at home, back in my arms. I feel whole again. I have already double-checked that I have indeed, NOT forgotten anything.

Today, I am thankful for my day planner.

What I am not thankful for...is my memory.

Thankful For My Job -

2011-11-07T14:00:00.000-08:00

Today, I am thankful for my job. I am thankful I have a job. I am thankful for the role The Lord put me in. I am a teacher. As of recent, a 2nd grade teacher. Prior to November 1, 2011, I was a SPED teacher. I love kids. I love their minds, how the work and what little things the can come up with.

I am thankful I get to work with my students everyday. It is a fact - I wake up everyday thankful for my job, but more, thankful to be a teacher.

I have said it once, and I will say it again, I wake up happy to go to work every day. I am a pretty lucky girl. Not too many people can say that.

Thankful..

2011-11-06T13:42:00.000-08:00

Yes, I am jumping on the "November-Thanksgiving-Thankful-For" bandwagon. Each day, between now and Thanksgiving, I will list one thing I am thankful for. Let's catch up....

1. I am thankful for my wonderful husband. He has changed my world, given me the very best, treats me like a queen and makes me smile very day. He blessed me with my most prized possession... which brings me to:

2. My dear baby. My little sugar lights up my life, brings me joy and happiness every day! He makes me cherish life's big and small moments. He makes every day a challenge and a pleasure.

3. I am thankful for my immediate family. My parents made me who I am. My mother is my rock; she exudes what it means to be able to do it all. She faces challenges head on, and never breaks a sweat. She lives life fully and is determined to make the most of life, always! What an inspiration. My Daddy can do it all, with an incredible amount of ease. He sees life through optimistic lenses and makes me laugh every time we talk. More than anything, he has shown me HOW to love. He loves my mother and loves our family more than any one person could. He walks on water, and is my hero! My sister and her family, and my little brother are so very unique and hold a very central part of my heart. I have the lucky spot to be the middle child, to have an older sister to follow and a younger brother to lead!

4. I am so very blessed with an incredible in-law family. I dreamed growing up that I would have an in-law family that I could see as my very own. That is exactly what I have. My mother and father in law have taken me as their own - treating me as a part of their family from the very beginning. I know that regardless of situation, I could call on either one and they would be there for me. They have blessed Cullen and I with a faithful and successful marriage to follow. My brother in law and sister in law are wonderful. They are kind, and considerate. How much better do I get to have them both!

5. I am thankful for my situation. I am a young, married, woman with a successful job, a home I own, and a life I created with my husband that I am very proud of.

6. I am thankful for my best friend. She has been my other half since 1991. We were on the phone last night, talking about how we have been together for 20 years. 20 YEARS! That is longer than most marriages. She and I have been through it all. She knows everything about me. She is smart, kind, caring, loving, HYSTERICALLY SARCASTIC, and determined. She knows what she wants and goes for it. She lives life to the fullest and has a certain charisma about her that makes you WANT to be her friend. You should count your blessings if you are her friend. I count myself among the luckiest - she is my best friend. Double Burger...

I am alive...

2011-11-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

Contrary to the lapse in time during blogging, I AM still alive. :) Long Blog coming soon! :)

But, because everything is better with a picture... Here is the Mills Family on Halloween!

Funday Friday

2011-10-14T08:52:00.000-07:00

Noah and I are at home today with his Brohchitis. He slept through the night (woo woo!), woke up on his own hungry and thirsty! We were cautious about how much to give him...we didn't want a repeat show from last night.

However, great news - he has kept it all down, and he has wet diapers, which means NOT DEHYDRATED!! Thank goodness!

Happy Friday all. Have a wonderful weekend. We will be here nursing our lovebug to better health!

Sick Baby = Sad Mommy

2011-10-13T19:34:00.000-07:00

I have a sick baby. I am not happy. Today Hubby got a call from Noah's day care. She said Noah had been throwing up yellow. Yes, yellow. SO, concerned, Hubby took Baby to the doctor. The Doctor said Baby has Bronchitis. So.Sad. I came home as quick as I could. My sweet sugar and I cuddled all afternoon. He changed clothes three times from 3:00 - 6:00 because he threw up so much.

Eventually, I just left him in his diaper. At least that way, when vomit occurs, it takes a towel... not a change of clothes, and a towel!

So, We snuggled up in my bed and he fell fast asleep.What is it about your momma's bed when you are sick that makes you feel better? It is true, think back to your childhood. Where did you want to be when you were sick? In your momma's bed. I still do...

SO, we are staying home Friday so that Baby Boy can get to feeling better - and so that his friends at daycare do not have to feel this way too! Have a wonderful weekend! We are surely going to try!

Banana Pudding Face...

2011-10-10T19:46:00.000-07:00

So, Noah is WILD about feeding himself these days. He especially loves feeding himself if it is semi-liquid (like pudding).

Hi Momma. Want some of my pudding??

He is serious about his food consumption...this was followed with "Mo, Mo" his little way of saying MORE...

...I swear, he may eat me out of house and home.

October? Where Did September Go??

2011-10-07T19:34:00.000-07:00

I cannot believe it is already October! Where did September go? Honestly....where did it go? I feel like September whizzed by. Yes, school was just starting up, but September is a big month for us. It is Cullen's birthday. It is our anniversary. It shouldn't be a month that is so easily passed. But, it did. Once again, it did. It escaped me.

The only plus side to September being over is that October is here. October being here means that we are so much closer to our SUPER VACATION we are taking at the end of the month. Woo woo! We are going to sit on the beach, pina coladas in our hands, dreaming of how to waste our days. Heavenly.

Here are some things that have allowed time to pass at warp speed:

School has been great. It is my favorite year so far. I know I have a very short career in teaching, BUT this is my favorite year by far! My kids are tough, and give me a run for my money every day - but I love them, I love teaching them, and I LOVE my job. It makes the time pass quickly too.
Noah - my gosh he is so fun recently. He laughs at himself because he thinks he is so funny. It will say something that only he can understand and then laugh hysterically for many minutes at a time. I can give him directions and he not only understands, but follows through with what I ask him. He is so loving. He has a genuine personality. He is a lover. He gives hugs and kisses when he leaves your company. He blows kisses; he snuggles. He can show you he is one using his fingers. He loves Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, Chuggington and Little Einstiens on TV. He looooves being outside (much like his momma). AND - he is all boy. He beats anything he can reach with a golf club. He runs manically through the house screaming and giggling. If you ever need to see what a tazmanian devil looks like - head on my way. He has a best friend, whom he loves. Kylie and Noah have play dates. Kylie and Noah are the picture on the background of my phone. Noah asks to hold my phone, then points to Kylie and says "Kah". He loves his Kylie.

Other than school that takes up 80% of my days, and Noah and Cullen that take up the other 20%, I blinked and September was gone! However, With October here, THIS is what is on the calendar for the next 24 days:

This weekend: Visiting momma in Austin, girl-date with my co-worker to watch The Biebs on the big screen (yes, you read that right. We ARE watching Never Say Never, and yes. I am 27.)
Next weekend - Pumpkin Patching with our favorite little friends.
Weekend after, October 22nd - UNT Homecoming!
October 26 - VACATION!

SEE. October is practically over too. Where does the time go??

100% Rough N' Tumble BOY

2011-09-20T12:58:00.000-07:00

Thank you Lauren, for inspiration on blog titling! Last night, Cullen, Noah and I played in the living room! Oh man, he is ALL boy. Chaos ensued!

I hope you enjoy these as much as I did watching...which you won't, because he isn't your son. I just hope you get at least a chuckle out of them!!

Many mini-posts.

2011-09-18T18:39:00.000-07:00

My friend, Leah, posted a blog with many little topics in it... I loved it. Half the reason I don't blog more often is because I don't want to write an entire blog for something that takes me 3 minutes to write. WELL - she solved that problem.

AND, without further ado - here are many mini-posts:

1. I read a blog called Lil Blue Boo. She posted the most amazing house cleaning to-do list. Guess what I am doing in "all my free time" this week?? CLEANING, and scratching things off this amazing concoction!

2. Cullen's car got towed this weekend... I think the amount of money you have to pay to get your car out of impound is LUDICROUS! Unfortunately, They can do that. It just sucks.

3. If you are wondering, Noah still calls Cullen "Mom". I will say, "Say Dada". Noah says, "Ma ma". He is a little stinker, and we are convinced it is on purpose!

4. We went to the park on Saturday morning, just him and I. We had such a great time. Here are a couple pictures from our fun time:

5. Aunt Kelly - I want you to know, Noah has PERFECTED this face:

Remind you of anyone?? He makes this face prior to pouting or when he is saying silently - "Are you NUTS, Momma??"

That is it for now. See, it would have been silly to add each of these to their own post. Thanks, Leah, for the great idea!!

Happy Anniversary To The Man I LOVE...

2011-09-15T15:21:00.000-07:00

Today is Cullen's and my 4th wedding anniversary! Four years ago today, I anxiously awaited the moment I said "I do." I said it with tears streaming down my face; and through my water filled eyes, I kissed my husband.

Want to know my favorite moment of entire day?? Hearing the pastor {who also married by parents 32 years ago, this coming January} turn us around, and introduce us for the very first time, as

Cullen and Erin Mills

I love you to pieces, my dear. I have loved every minute of our lives together... I look forward to every minute more.

Labor Day Weekend.

2011-09-07T04:20:00.000-07:00

You know, I tried to come up with a really catchy title.... I just couldn't.

Noah and I got to spend the WHOLE, ENTIRE weekend with Cullen. This doesn't happen often - Cullen works Saturdays. SO, we took FULL advantage of the situation and spent as much time together as possible. Noah did his part by being in an amazingly, wonderful, perfect mood. Cullen and I were able to sleep in until 7:15 both Saturday and Sunday. Woo!

Saturday, Cullen and Noah cuddled on the couch together and watched NCAA football.

Sunday, we went to church and spent the afternoon together, outside, enjoying the beautiful weather.

So, Monday, mid-day, we went to the Sue Mayborn Children's Museum with the Durbin Clan. OH MY GOODNESS, it was so much fun!! Better than a long, verbal story, I will give you pictures! So many, fantastic pictures.

There are so many more pictures to share....but that is a post in itself! Happy Wednesday!

Hello Spaghetti Face.

2011-08-31T20:11:00.000-07:00

You know those pictures that every mother owns?? Yes you do. If you have children, you have them too...

The one with the newborn infant is asleep on their sleeping, bare-chested daddy
The one where the one-year old is slamming cake in their own face on their first birthday and
The one where the kiddo is eating spaghetti and gets it all over their face?

Well, I am now the proud owner of all three pictures. Yep. Collection complete. Happy Wednesday.

I Love You, Noah.

2011-08-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

Noah is talking non-stop. Even if Cullen and I are the only ones who can understand every bit of it, he makes noise, mimics your every move and attempts it all!

Yesterday afternoon, Noah and I are in the car driving to JSL. I gave him an animal cracker and said, "Noah, say thank you." "Tans." (That is how Little Bit says thanks.) I followed up with, "I love you, Noah."

From my review baby mirror, I see him follow my "I love you" with big blowing kisses. As if he is saying, "I love you back."

Be still my heart.

I am the proudest momma. My heart is overflowing. I am proud that he communicates so well, and more, I am blessed he said "I love you" back....even if he didn't say I LOVE YOU.

Uh Oh -

2011-08-28T19:23:00.000-07:00

Guess what Noah found???

Momma's apron...

...and he loves wearing it.

Cullen thinks he looks like the guards from The Wizard Of Oz. I don't see it... I think he looks precious.

Surviving Week One -

2011-08-24T18:17:00.000-07:00

School started back this week... hence the absence of blogging. I think this year is going to be amazing. I have a SUPER co-worker who has an undeniable passion for students with special needs. She is going to be a breath of fresh air around my portable!!

I only have a few new kiddo's on my case load this year (so far) and they are so special to me. I have one little boy, a third grader, who has won my heart already - and he isn't Special Ed, through label. I bet he is soon though. Little stinker has a SERIOUS anger problem; I get the privilege of working with those kids too.

On a home front, Noah has really grown up all of the sudden. He can mimic almost anything we do. He holds conversations with me, even I can only make out about 1/10 of the noises he says. I ask him a question and he answers me with 8 or 10 words, all of which have different tones and inflections - none of which can be made out. It is amazing to me that he "talks back". He also will say something and then laugh, like he thinks he is soo funny.

Part of night-time routine, is a bath. Cullen sits on the outside of the tub and plays with Noah while ensuring his safety, of course. When Noah gets squirrely and starts to act like he is done with bath time, I hear Cullen say, "Okay, time to get out? Tell the tub "Night Night." Then I hear Noah say "Night Night" and pull the plug under the water. It is so sweet.

Okay, you have been updated on school and updated with Noah... what more do you want from me!? :)

I will blog soon. Promise.

Be Encouraged.

2011-08-14T19:10:00.000-07:00

**Note, this is an emotionally heavier than usual post.**

Recently, I have been approached by friends with heavy burdened hearts. Something in their life just isn't right. One's husband is having heath concerns, another's sister is moving in because of heartbreak. I have a friend who is struggling with family matters - deep, painful family matters. Do you want to know the commonality? They asked me for words of encouragement.

A side note, I was sitting in church this morning, surprisingly not interested in what our guest preacher was preaching about. Instead, I opened my Bible and had a mini-lesson of my own. I turned to several verses in the Bible and read about strength, friendship and encouragement. When church was over, Cullen and I picked up Noah from the nursery and went to lunch. I told Cullen about my non-attentive bible study of my own and didn't about it much after. As it turns out, God was preparing me for a conversation later in my day. I was asked casually by a friend to keep her encouraged. Pass along words of encouragement regularly was her request...possibly even hourly; don't let her get discouraged at a time that it would be all too easy. Thank you God, for letting my ears be open to your words.

I read this verse earlier today, and want to share it with a mini, but heavy, message. Be encouraged; stay encouraged. Lift yourself up and boost others.

Philippians 4:6-7 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

These Are A Few Of My Favorite Things...

2011-08-09T11:30:00.000-07:00

Recently, my dear friend Lauren bought an Erin Condren Life Planner for my birthday. The one I ordered included on the cover page, a list of my favorite things. This prompted me to go back and read a blog entry I wrote years ago! 60 Facts. I am going to do it again. However, I am only going to do 30 - let's get real here, I am fighting time too....

I love my hats, both physically and metaphorically. I have a handful of hats (some fun and silly for "Crazy Hat Day" at school, some that are worn to Kentucky Derby parties) that sit in the top of my closet - waiting for the perfect occasion. I also love the metaphorical hats I wear: Wife, Mother, Teacher, Friend. Homemaker, Maid, Community Servant, Christian, Mentor, Daughter, Sister, Boss, Errand Runner.
I married my husband on September 15, 2007. He makes me smile every day.
Speaking of marriage, I welcomed my son to our family on May 12th, 2010. He is the light of my every day.
I live life according to my agenda.
My agenda is color-coded. The color codes have not changed for years. It helps me glance at my week and see what is going on quickly.
My favorite writing utensil is .5 mm lead mechanical pencil OR a contour pen, just like this one. I hoard them.
I prefer salt/savory to sweet tasting anything. I can resist a fresh baked pan of brownies all day long. Put Ritz crackers or Pringles chips out...I.am.done. I literally will eat them until they are gone, regardless of how full I am.
I buy school supplies in bulk. Even if there is no reason for them, I will buy them and keep them for later use.
I have a bachelor's degree in Rehabilitation Services, with minors in Addictions AND Social Work from The University of North Texas. I have a Master's of Education degree from The University of Texas at Austin. For the record, my loyalties are to UNT - forever.
I dislike the color purple, unless I am using it to write. If that is the case, I find that I write with it, a lot.
As an incoming freshman, I joined the sorority, Kappa Kappa Gamma. (Beside Cullen, it was the best collegiate decision I made.)
I love dogs. All dogs. One day, I would like to have a sanctuary for abused dogs to come live and rehabilitate - and learn that all humans are not bad.
I want three children. Cullen wants two.
Water is my MOST favorite beverage. There is not one single situation where I would choose something else over water, if given a choice.
I hate, let me reiterate, I HATE, lizards. All shapes. All sizes. I hate them all. I hate all animals even remotely related to lizards. I hate lizards.
Noah. I love my chubby, perfect, bald, little Noah. While I could make a list of 60 facts that I love just about him, I wont. I will only list a few: I love the sound of Noah laughing. You know those deep down belly laughs?? His are my favorite. I love his smiles and ever-changing attitude. His undying affection for his family is admirable. I hope it is a continued quality he possesses. I anticipated what his voice would sound like when he was a tiny infant. I smile from ear to ear when I hear him talk. I vividly remember when he chained two words together, "Bye Mom." I melted. From head to toe. I melted.
I consider myself extremely lucky and know that I fall into a rare category that I have both sets of parents, mine and Cullen's who are in loving, successful marriages. Cullen and I have FAITHful, devoted role models to model our lives after.
I have a Bill Miller BBQ 32 oz. mug that I refill multiple times a day with ice cold water. I love drinking water. I never feel filled up enough to stop drinking.
I love trashy TV. My current TV lineup includes such horrible shows as: Drop Dead Diva, Secret Life, Switched at Birth, The Bachelor/Bachelorette, The Food Network, etc....nothing I am proud of.
Speaking of The Food Network, I love cooking. I love baking. I am not great. But, I am always willing and wanting to find something new to cook/bake. I appreciate that my hubby will try anything I cook/bake. AND, he manages to eat his plate, even if it is terrible. Bless his heart.
I am a movie critic. Unfortunately, I only really see comedies and romantic comedies. However, I will gladly sit through any movie falling into the above categories and tirelessly critique it until there is nothing left to critique.
I love my long hair. I long to have a short, cute, bobbing haircut. BUT, when I go to get a haircut, I only allow the minimal amount to be taken off. In the long run, I would rather have long, half-up/half-down hair than a styled look that actually takes patience to accomplish.
I have two Boston Terriers, Brodie (6) and Millie (5). Brodie and Millie joined our family while Cullen and I were dating and in college. They make us laugh on a regular basis. Sadly, they have become secondary since Noah joined our family. But, we still love them so much. They are the dumbest smart dogs I know.
My parents live in Austin. I like that I love close enough that I can see them whenever I want. Even if our meetings are brief, I love to meet them for dinner in Georgetown just to say hi, and for Noah to hug is Nana and Papa.
I love dressing up...I mean really dressing up. Like ballgown and big jewelry dress up. Give me a reason to dress up and it is done.
Let's dissect the last statement. I love being outside.
I love natural light. I would far rather have no lights on in the house with all the windows open and natural light beaming into my home.
I love the smell of fall and everything that is incorporated into the fall season. (Don't let Cullen read this too close BUT, I love football season, hot chocolate warming my hands bundled up with good friends at a UNT football game.)
Thanksgiving is hands-down my favorite holiday followed closely by Christmas and birthday celebrations.

Try it. It was fun. I realized once I got to 30, I could easily keep going. See how far you can go. I would love to read YOUR lists.

It's Over.

2011-08-07T19:22:00.000-07:00

I can't believe this night came so fast. It feels like just yesterday I was telling students "good-bye" for the summer. Tonight is my last night before I start back up full time. As of tomorrow at 7:30, I start two weeks of school related activities. Three Mondays from now, I have students greeting me with smiling faces, anticipating sharing their summer stories. This is bittersweet.

This summer has been such a joy. I shared it with my babe. I made so many memories. I watched Noah go from a silly little crawler to a bouncing, talking, little toddler. We traveled to and from more than we should have. Nothing held us down!

But, back to the grind tomorrow. Noah goes back to Mrs. Brenda full time. I go back to Mt. View full time. Bring on the beginning of school, small children and routine!

Photos courtesy of April Skinner at Almost Impatient Productions.

My Affair Is Going Public...

2011-08-06T07:40:00.000-07:00

I am starting to realize I may have an unhealthy desire to use my muffin pan for all meals. Next week, all of our dinners are going to be made in a muffin pan. Here is our menu:

Monday: Muffin Pan Meatloaf and Mashed Potatoes
Tuesday: Muffin Pan Tacos
Wednesday: Lasagna Cupcakes
Thursday: Crabcake Cupcakes ...yumm. I am especially looking forward to this!
Friday: Grilled Chicken with Broccoli Cheddar Biscuit Bites.

That's it folks. That is dinner next week. I am super excited about this challenge. We will see how it goes.... hope it goes better than the crock-pot recipe week.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEST FRIEND!

2011-08-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

Today is my best friend's birthday!! She is 27 today...officially in her LATE 20's...yikes!! Practically over.the.hill.
As a tribute to her, below is a few youtube clips of things that make me A) think of Kelly, and B) laugh or sing LOUDLY!

Wilson Phillips' Hold On
GWH: Bar Scene
GWH: Don't Forget the Coffee
GWH: Therapists - Kel, this one makes me laugh the loudest, but...
This one makes me think of you the most: GWH: Double Burger!
Salt-N-Pepa: Shoop
Warren G (feat. Nate Dogg): Regulators
The Blonde
THIS movie
Oops. Here are a few more:
You Know What He did?
We're Doin' Business Here
Karate

I really could go on forever. I LOVE YOU Kelly Jean. I hope your birthday is as spectacular as you are!

The Muffin Tin -

2011-08-03T06:09:00.000-07:00

Recently, I have found that I cook a TON of food in my muffin tin. A muffin tin, you ask? YES. And, often, it is not muffins that I am cooking! So, I challenge you to look at the following recipes and try to cook dinner in a muffin tin.

Brisket Biscuits: Okay, I can't find this recipe online....maybe it was passed to me. Here you go.
Ingredients: Grands Biscuits (any kind but the flaky biscuits), leftover chopped beef from a BBQ, cheddar cheese. THAT'S ALL!
Directions: press one biscuit into the bottom of each of your muffin tins, scoop chopped beef until level with the top of the muffin tin, top with cheddar cheese. Bake according to directions on the biscuits. Serve with chips or baked beans!! Enjoy!

Mac n' Cheese Muffins: SO.GOOD. http://happyhomefairy.com/2011/07/26/recipe-mac-and-cheese-muffins/. You will not be disappointed. I DO NOT care much for dijon mustard, but it adds just a touch of pizazz!

Mini Lasagna Cups: These will CHANGE.YOUR.MIND. on how you eat lasagna! http://www.kevinandamanda.com/recipes/dinner/mini-lasagna-cups.html

Jiffy Blueberry Muffins....but these are just as they sound. Open the box, follow the recipe!

Mini Meatloaf Cups: How annoying is it to make a whole meatloaf and have to throw half out because your family hardly ever eats left overs?? Problem solved. I add mashed potatoes with this... http://www.kraftrecipes.com/recipes/marvelous-mini-meatloaves-75574.aspx

** All of the above recipes I have personally cooked and eating. I give them the stamp of delicious approval!

Also: while I cannot vouch for any of these personally, I did find this website, and plan on making many! Do you know the Muffin Tin?

ENJOY!

2011-07-28T14:38:00.000-07:00

My sister and her professional partner run a photography/salon/wedding business. Recently, April, owner of Salon Keriz'ma and Almost Impatient Productions asked if I would help her bring a picture to fruition. So, after much delay (because Noah was sick), we had a photoshoot and here are my two favorite:
While I was slightly nervous about being {mostly} naked, I think these pictures turned out amazing.
I so much enjoyed being a "model" for April and my sister. I can't wait to have these framed!!

Mushy, Mushy, Mushy

2011-07-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

This post is picture free, and relatively free of baby-mush.

Guess what? Today is exactly one year since we bought and {almost didn't} close on our home. Remember this post? It has all come true. This home has blessed us with so many incredible memories. I have spent the last year making our house a home...and although we are far from finished with final touches, we love our home. It is the keeper of our memories. It is where we have watched our lump of nothing baby turn into a joyful, bouncing toddler. I have watched our backyard go from dirt to a yard full of grass and trees (each of which, Cullen has planted).

This house has made me one of the happiest women alive. It isn't for the actual shell of our home - it is for what it represents, what it already holds and what it will be in the future. I love this home.

Congratulations, Cullen. We have come so far. You know what the greatest part?? The best is yet to come. I love you.

I Have A Sick Sugar

2011-07-21T10:22:00.000-07:00

Well, guess what? I have a sick little grumpy bear at home. Tuesday, we met my parents for dinner and Wednesday, we met friends for dinner...both nights, Noah was NOT willing to sit at the table. He was easily agitated, grumpy, really uncooperative - which isn't him. He had a runny nose, but I chalked it up to allergies.

When we woke up this morning, He was SUPER HOT, red cheeked, and shaking. He was extremely unsteady on his feet and was so very clingy. SO, off to the doctor we went. As it turns out, he is honest to goodness, sick. He has throat ulsers and they are super contagious to children. We are bunkering down and staying home till he is better.

AND, since we are at home, and not able to eat solids, since he is sick AND his teeth hurt, he thought he could borrow Millie's bone to gnaw on. Gross. Millie was not pleased.

Wash Your Belly

2011-07-19T06:11:00.000-07:00

Recently, Noah has become a HUGE helper. He helps rub in his lotion after bath time. He grabs diapers out of his diaper drawer. He now has taken to helping bathe himself in the bath. We were able to capture it perfectly.

He makes bath time so much fun. I love my little stinker.

A Visit From The Cousins...

2011-07-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

This weekend, The Smalley cousins came to visit! Originally, we were headed their way for the weekend, and it so happened that we reversed the order. Dustin and Ashley, who are two of my favorite people, have a sweet little angel named Aubrey. Oh.My.Goodness. She is sweet. She is funny, and loving. It is hard to not want to beg Cullen for a little girl after playing with her. BUT, since you cannot guarantee the gender of your child, we will live vicariously through her and Noah's BFF, Kylie!! There is no reason to press our luck quite yet.

Here are some sweet little pictures from this weekend. AND, if you need more of a little fill, visit Ashley's Blog for more!

After a fun-filled Saturday, Dustin and Noah woke up Sunday morning, and Dustin showed Noah how Cullen and Dustin used to wrestle... in the living room. Here is a sequence of pictures.

HOW SWEET. It was such a fun weekend.

Bittersweet today - Noah went back to daycare. I can't lie, it is MUCH harder than expected.

This is NOT A Joke...

2011-07-07T21:02:00.001-07:00

......Even if it starts as one.

Question: What do you get when you cross a Bill Miller bag with a baby??

Answer: Only the cutest chef in the world!

Happy Birthday Nana!

2011-07-06T08:40:00.000-07:00

Today is my wonderful momma's birthday! When I woke up this morning, I made a simple little sign for Noah to hold for Nana so I could send her a personalized message from her grand baby....

After MANY failed attempts and a ton of overused minutes trying to reason with a 13 month old, here is what I gathered about his thoughts of holding a sign for his Nana.

Step One: Crinkle the sign Mom is forcing me to hold.

Step Two: Throw the sign on the floor because I am so tired of Mom giving it to me and saying "Hold the sign up for Nana"!

Step Three: Find a place to put this sign so Mom will get off my back!

Step Four: Throw it into the tubberware drawer, and walk away!
Even if it is a failed attempt, can I get credit for the adage, "it's the thought that counts"??

I'm A Yankee Doodle Dandy...

2011-07-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

Happy 5th of July!! I hope your 4th of July weekend was as wonderful and busy as ours!! We spent the entire weekend on the go...From Austin, to Hutto, From Belton back to Killeen, we went everywhere and did everything!

The weekend started in Austin, where we celebrated Parent's weekend. Instead of Mother's Day or Father's Day, we come together and have one celebration for the two of them. We had fun in the sun, BBQ and relay races. We played boys vs. girls and I am almost positive that the boys won in every race!!

We started our 4th of July festivities in Hutto, Texas. Each year we join our college friends and celebrate America's birthday with swimming:
Sand volleyball:
...and usually fireworks. No fire works this year, however!

After a day in Hutto (and many bruises on Cullen), we came back to Killeen for a good night's rest for one of the nation's best hometown 4th of July parades in Belton, Texas with Bedo and Coco!

How more All-American do you get?? A blonde haired, blue-eyed, flag-waving little man!

We recovered from the parade with a nap and spend the rest of the day with friends. It was such a nice, busy, LONG weekend. Couldn't have asked for more!!

You know what we are looking forward to?
A visit from our favorite Runaway Bay cousins this weekend!

What....Is....Happening....To....Me????

2011-06-29T14:27:00.000-07:00

I had another episode. It was one of those moments that you wish you were alone so NO ONE could witness your embarrassment. Problem is, it is usually those exact moments that you are NOT alone.

Last night, we had our friends Taylor and Kenny over, after enjoying a wonderful evening at the pool. We made dinner, laughed, caught up, and started making dessert....that is when it happened.

Taylor was helping in the kitchen by turning on the stove. {Side bar, we have a double oven. I ALWAYS use the top oven because it is smaller, using less energy, and higher off the ground for little fingers.} When Taylor turned on the oven, she turned on the lower oven. No big deal. Either one cooks perfectly well. WELL, when I went to put in our caramel infused brownies, guess what I found in the oven.......CUPCAKES FROM NOAH'S BIRTHDAY PARTY. For the record, his birthday party was MAY 15TH! A) Why did we not eat these at his party? and B) How in the world did we not have an ant problem with sweet deliciousness sitting in my oven for the last month and a half?????

WHAT.IS.WRONG.WITH.ME????

On a lighter note...have you ever been SMOTHERED in kisses?? I was attacked by Noah's new found love of kissing this afternoon. It was so sweet. He would giggle, slam his face into mine and kiss all over me. The.Best.
Proof #2:

Bath Time Helper.

2011-06-28T05:49:00.000-07:00

Bath time is OFTEN my favorite memory maker with Noah. He LOVES water, and loves playing in water. {Side note: I know so many babies who HATE water. I am more than thankful that my child does not have this aversion!!} Recently, Noah has wanted to "help" during bath time. He wants to turn the water on and off (which is fine, since he can't turn the knob at all),

and shampoo his own hair. We can say, "Time to wash your hair!" and his hands instantly go right to his head...
What a big helper.

And, of course, after we have soaped up, you have to wash off...which he is also great at doing.

Last night, Cullen took a picture of Noah and I after bath time. As usual, we wrapped up, and turned Noah into a bear. When I saw the picture, I couldn't help but notice how much he has grown in the last 6 months. This first picture was taken in September, 2010:

See how in this picture he is well wrapped up, snuggled into his big bear towel.

Now... June, 2011:

Now.....not so much. He doesn't mind being dried off, but certainly doesn't like to be tied down for too long.

Happy Tuesday. On a BRIGHT NOTE, my best friend in the whole wide world is coming to town this weekend. Trips like these make me so.very.happy. It is an over-due reunion. I miss her, love her, and can't wait to wrap my arms around her!!

I HATE Pregnancy Brain...

2011-06-27T09:09:00.000-07:00

Prior to ever being pregnant, I was able to multitask with the BEST of them. Prior to being pregnant, I could make a to-do list, AND complete it. Prior to being pregnant, I could go on vacation - and remember to pack everything back INTO my bags.....

Since I had Noah, I CANNOT, let me repeat, CAN NOT remember anything, hear anything, complete a task AND, I can't remember the last time I went somewhere and packed everything back into my bags.

I thought pregnancy brain was supposed to go away when you weren't pregnant any more...

Just this morning, I was cooking dinner for a friend. I was putting noodles on the stove to cook, and guess what I did?? DIDN'T ADD WATER TO THE POT?? Really?? I literally put noodles on the stove to cook....After I smelled something burning, I went into the kitchen to find a pot of steaming uncooked noodles.

Lord, please either give me my abilities back....OR, just keep an extra eye on me. I don't care which.

On a different note - how many thought by the title of the post that it was going to say I was expecting #2?? NO WAY JOSE! This momma can't function with one, much less two. :)

Mini-Me

2011-06-21T10:51:00.000-07:00

Since May 12, 2010, everyone, I repeat EVERYONE has taken one look at Noah and said, "Wow. He looks just like a Mills." I didn't see it. It has gone so far as a stranger (to me) stop me in public and ask if Noah was Billy Mills' grand son.

When I looked at my precious baby, I saw just that...a precious baby. I didn't think he looked like me or Cullen. I saw the personality traits: Cullen's calm side - my quirkiness. He flares his nose like I do. He goes with the flow like his daddy. BUT, I definitely didn't think he favored either one of us.

However, the other day, I made time stand still. I took a picture of Noah and saw baby pictures of Cullen flash in my head. It is true. Noah looks just like a Mills. He looks just like his daddy. It's a good thing his Daddy is so cute!

Need A Good Laugh?

2011-06-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

Father's Day was this weekend. We spent the whole day just spending time together. We went to church, lunch with friends, and played at the water park!

{Let's go back to lunch......}

We went to lunch with a friend of mine's family. They are a wonderful family - whom I have come to love being a part of our lives. Pause - I am not sure if you know this, but I don't have the best hearing. Often, if you don't have my full attention, including my eyes, I won't hear you... - Unpause.

Noah was sitting between Cullen and I at Old Chicago. Cullen was feeding Noah lunch, while eating his lunch - which is often problematic because Noah eats at warp speed and if you aren't fast enough for him, he will fuss to let you know to speed it up. Well, I take a bite of my food, looking away from Noah, while digging in his bag. I hear him make a fussy noise so I look up and see Cullen's eyes closed at the table.

I knew he told me he was tired, but c'mon.....napping at the lunch table - while with company. How is that possible??? Instantly, I am so embarrassed for him. So, dumbfounded and quickly annoyed, I say loud enough to wake him, "Are you seriously sleeping at the table??" Only for him to look up at me and patiently say, "No, we're praying."

I felt like such a dumb-ass. Yep, I look around and everyone has their heads bowed....

Nice work, Mrs. Mills. Nice work.

Coffee With Dad

2011-06-18T10:01:00.000-07:00

There is no doubt I love taking pictures of my family. It is one of my most favorite time-passers. Recently, I went to a wedding of a pledge sister, and while we were at the hotel, Cullen and Noah had an exchange over coffee mugs. It is by far, one of my absolute most favorite sets of pictures. It tells a story; it shows how much fun these two have together.

I am one lucky gal to have these two guys in my life. They feel me with joy and pride - I truly beam for them.

Summer Time, And The Livin's Easy....

2011-06-14T06:15:00.000-07:00

I love song lyrics as titles. They just work.

Except, that this summer hasn't quite been easy living...yet. I have managed to stay BUSY with summer training and going here and there. Yesterday, Noah and I had such a fun morning. His Coco and Bedo had been out of town for about a week; so upon their return, Noah spent the afternoon with his Coco.

There is not a ton going on in the world of Cullen and Erin. We are both great; but nothing new to report. Noah on the other hand, changes by the day. In the last month, he:

Has gone from crawling to walking 100%. While he was taking a few steps here and there before his birthday, he has perfected the art of "Frankenstein Walking". He is practically running.
Communicates. Without words, he can communicate anything he needs. He points specifically. If pointing doesn't work, he will take your finger and DRAAAAAAG you anywhere he needs to go. He will take your hand and place it on something that needs moving, opened or closed. It blows me away that he can know exactly what he wants and is stubborn....persistent about it until he gets his need fulfilled.
Can say: Mom, Mama, (any morph of mom), Nigh nigh (and only in your face, with a smile when he should be going to bed, but isn't!), thank you, Bye.
he can imitate anything I do. I clap three times, he claps three times, and laughs at the situation...almost to say, "Look at me. I am so awesome."

Oh, he fills my heart. I know all moms are extremely partial to their own (rightfully so), but it blows me away how smart, funny and purely special he is to me.

Schoooooooooool's Out For Summer...

2011-06-08T04:29:00.000-07:00

(C'mon, tell me you didn't sing the title.....)

School ended Friday, June 3rd. Summer is here, and it is HOT. I am regularly stewing and brewing about what to do with Noah this summer. Him nor I want to sit inside playing with the same old boring toys for the next two months! So, we are laying out the agenda and filling it up!

Here is what we have coming up in the next two months:

Training this week...Noah is sick. SO, he is getting quality Dad time!
Amarillo to see my favorite North Texas!
Dinners with great friends.
Play dates with Noah's BFF! ;)
Go to Austin and play
Go to Runaway Bay to see our favorite Aubrey (oh, and her parents!)
Cousin's weddings

Along with everything we know we are going to do, there is the list of things I WANT to do:

Finish my pantry project.
Start and finish reorganizing the office closet.
Figure out what I am going to do with my classroom this summer.....and do it!

Busy summer here!! But, that is how we like it. Two months off of school means we have 2 months to grow and play and soak up Mommy/Noah time.

This summer is going to be worlds different that last summer. Remember how little he was?? I am so excited to make memories this summer with Noah. It is one of the many perks to my job....built in Mommy time.

Lemons...

2011-06-03T08:10:00.001-07:00

It really is the small things in life that make the big differences. When God gives you lemons, make lemonade. Isn't that how the saying goes?

I recently decided I want a fruit tree. My dear friend, Jenny, has a key lime tree and a couple lemon trees. I envy her fruit trees. I watch her little limes pop up and wish I could go home and check on my key limes. I can't. I don't have a fruit tree.

WELL, guess what?? Cullen gave into my annoying pangs of jealousy. He bought me a lemon tree...er, a lemon bush - not quite a tree, yet. THEN, I learned it often takes a season before we will really get any lemons on a tree. {Did you hear my heart sink??} Me? The one who does not believe in differed gratification? (Thanks, Mom). I have to wait till this time next year before I have a genuine lemon??

...Nope! Not me! Guess who's lemon tree has baby lemon's sprouting??? MINE! That is who's. I am such a proud fruit tree mom!

See, it really is the small things in life that make me smile.

It Has Been A While.. Which Means - LOTS of Pictures.

2011-05-22T20:07:00.000-07:00

You know, it has been far too long for a blog post. There is so much to blog about, that I get overwhelmed... and well, quit. I post a picture and move on....

WELL, my friends, this blog will have writing, AND pictures.

Since I last blogged, my little infant turned into a toddler.
He turned ONE. It is so hard to believe he used to be so little! We took Noah to a Ranger's game for his birthday. SO much fun! While I did have a few minor meltdowns the actual day of his birthday, {thanks, Jenny for dealing with me} I have been pleasantly surprised at how easy {and fun} having a one year old really is! In the last few days, literally, two or three days, he has gone from walking a few steps to walking almost full time. He has gone from making mindless noise to mimic-ing Cullen and I. He sticks his tongue out ALL of the time. He can give kisses, make kissing noise and blow kisses. He attacks you with hugs and kisses. He giggles. He belly laughs. Nothing is better than a baby belly laugh. He LOVES to be outside... ...especially when there is something to do with Dad, like mow the yard, water the plants or rake. Afterall, he things his Daddy hung the moon.
And, much like is Papa, he loves being naked. NOTHING makes him more angry than to put on clothes. It causes me to break out in a sweat fighting him to put clothes on sometimes. He loves being with people, especially his BFF, Kylie.
He is eating real food all the time. He is drinking milk, not formula.
Since I last blogged my little infant turned into a toddler.

In the land of Cullen and Erin, not a whole lot is new or exciting.
Cullen is busy making the outside of our house beautiful. He plants trees, plots where the next something is going to go in our yard. I love him for that... as I walk outside, and have zero vision.

I am busy making the inside of our house functional. I am currently in the middle of a pantry overhaul. Boring, yet, so exciting! I try to throw in decor every now and then....but really, I just make sure the house is functional. This summer, Noah and I are going to spend our days really making our house a home {it's been almost a year since we moved in.... it is about time we really start unpacking those last boxes!!}

School is done in 7.5 days. I know that I shouldn't be excited about that. I am going to miss my students terribly, but I sure am excited to know what this summer has in store for Noah and I. Aahhh.....the memories that will ensue.

Cullen and I have the annual Elliott {Mills'} family reunion next weekend. I am so excited. Often, it is how I measure how long Cullen and I have been together. Gosh, it is so hard to believe, but this will be my 7th family reunion to go to. We started dating in 2003 - and I skipped out on the first one; we had only been dating for a few months at that point. Along with attending this year, I helped Cullen's mom and aunt plan it - no pressure for it to be great. It is in Austin this year. Given that I am from Austin, and haven't ever done the toursity side of life, it is going to be so fun to experience Austin like an out-of-towner.

I have a terribly long to-do list for the summer. I am so excited to post it, and continue to mark things off!

Noah is asleep, so, I need to get my beauty rest also. Until next time, stay beautiful.

Happy FIRST Birthday Baby Boy!

2011-05-12T06:14:00.000-07:00

I have so many words for today. I have started to write a letter to Noah so many times. I just can't. I can say 100 different ways how much I love this child, how different my life is because of him. BUT, I can not write it down eloquently enough. Words are so permanent. I will write him a letter and stash it away before today is over...

Happiest Birthday, little man! I love you so very much. Your daddy and I are more proud of you with every passing day.

2011-05-08T20:08:00.000-07:00

For Mother's Day, I was spoiled....spoiled rotten. Cullen blessed me with sleeping in, and I had the luxury of doing whatever I wanted. Do you want to know what I CHOSE to do?? Spend the whole day with my beautiful son and perfect husband. My first Mother's Day was a day that will be hard to beat...

We played in the sprinkler today!

Noah's birthday is this week. I cannot believe he is turning ONE. ONE. I cannot believe I have been his mommy for one year. I cannot believe he has been in our life for one year already. There are days that I cannot remember what life was like without him; there are other days that I feel like we JUST left the hospital. Where does the time go?? I love you little Noah. Thank you for being Mommy's PERFECT little bug!

Being Partial...

2011-04-29T20:46:00.000-07:00

I know I am quite partial to my little stinker.... BUT, I am {simply put} wildly in love.

The Kid's Got Rhythm

2011-04-27T09:58:00.000-07:00

What can I say? He is his mother's child. Music comes on, and his body just moves on it's own. Sometiems it makes sense. Sometimes it is literally just bobbing along...

Please enjoy the following:

My Little Spring Baby

2011-04-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

Today, my little stinker turns 11 months old. That means we are on the one-month countdown until his BIRTHDAY! Some days, I am just fine with this.... others, I am a basket case. Poor Cullen. Today is a good day. I am so excited to have a one-year-old son. Look at the pictures below....I mean, how can you not be okay with him getting older, when he is this FULL of personality!??!?

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Warning: Do NOT Try These At Home.

2011-04-06T18:58:00.001-07:00

I am a firm believer that if I make my bed, I will lie it.

I promised crock-pot meals this week, remember?? Well, night one, we had ham casserole (in the freezer from a couple weeks ago) because we didn't prep crock-pot meal #1. Tuesday morning we prepped for chicken and dumplings. GUESS WHAT? They were TERRIBLE. In fact, so terrible, I wouldn't have (and didn't) feed them to my dogs!! We grabbed Chinese food. (What else are you to do when you have prepared for meals that take 8 hours to cook???) Tonight, we prepped and had BBQ Chicken crock-pot. Cullen claims he liked it. I am not sure if that is him being kind or if he has bad taste buds. Also an utter fail. So, tomorrow is Thursday. I guess here is to trying AGAIN to get it right.

So, what is the message? Don't try the crock-pot meals I posted, unless you are starving, haven't eating in weeks and are willing to sacrifice sustenance to taste. :)

Lenting - This week's menu.

2011-04-04T12:43:00.000-07:00

SO, this week, we are doing nothing but crock-pot meals. YUMM. A few are experimental, and could go either way.....but, Here is to trying new things.

Monday: Fiesta Chicken
Tuesday: Chicken and Dumplings
Wednesday: Beef and Broccoli Soup
Thursday: Scalloped Potatoes and Ham
Friday: Dinner in Austin for my nephew's birthday!!!!!!!
Saturday: In Fredericksburg, for my cousin's co-ed wedding shower!

There are a few meals on the back burner just in case I cannot find the time to prep the crock-pot meals a night early. SO, there WILL BE NO EATING OUT THIS WEEK.

Yes, you read that right; we ate out. We caved. We are suckers.

If He's Told Me Once....

2011-03-31T20:03:00.000-07:00

.....He's told me 100 times already. Rangers start tomorrow.

Don't get me wrong. I love baseball. I love Texas. I love the Rangers. I love that my husband llllloooooooovvves sports. BUT, what really gets my goat, is that he struggles to remember my birthday, our anniversary, and other various important dates; and when it comes to Ranger's Baseball - let the count down begin. (HUGE EYE ROLLS). :) How many wives have heard this recently. "Hey guess what is in seven days? Hey guess what is in four days? Hey guess what tomorrow is???" RANGERS START TOMORROW. 3:00 tomorrow Rangers start!

Want to know the ONLY reprieve to the evening? Cullen told me tonight that the NFL is in a lockout and there MIGHT not be any Fantasy Football. WHAT??!?? Did my ears deceive me??

So, Happy Ranger's Baseball Season Opening Day, my Dear.

Eating In - Lent: Week 2

2011-03-22T12:37:00.000-07:00

Here we go! Week 2 of eating in. I must say, there are nights where I could be easily swayed to eat OUT but, Here is to having some sticktoitness (is that a word??) Want this week's menu?? It is outstanding!

Monday: Sloppy Joes with baked tater tots and baked beans. Yumm!
Tuesday: Parmesan Ranch Crusted Chicken
Wednesday: Creamy Chicken Pesto (minus the carrots - because, gross.)
Thursday: Taco Braid with Taylor and Kenny.
Friday: Turkey Spaghetti

Yumm.

And, just because posts are better with pictures, here are a few from spring break!

Mrs. Stephanie had us over for a play date. He thinks playing the piano is better in a shirt and diapers.
Being a baby is tough work, but he has his water bottle, gabbing with friends.
New favorite game: chew on my fingers.
Look at my teeth. Mommy loves them.
This is his "aren't I cute?" face. And, Noah, the answer is yes. You are.

Eating In - Lent: Week 1

2011-03-13T13:43:00.000-07:00

I was having a conversation with a good friend the week before Lent, about what we were going to give up for the Lent Season.... She is giving up the snooze button. Instead of snoozing, she will wake up and spend a few extra minutes reading a devotional or The Bible. What a brilliant idea. I decided to give up eating out. Yes, that means for 40 days, there will be ZERO meals out. No ordering in and eating at home, no quick breakfasts. Good, home cooking. I chose this for many reasons.

This is a vice of mine. If I could choose to eat out every meal and not cook I would (oddly enough, I L-O-V-E to cook)
Eating out is convenient, yet a hassle with a baby. While it should give Cullen and I more time together, it seems to do the opposite.
Eating at home, means we spend more time together as a family during the week....which may allow Sundays-at-church seem much more doable.

Point #3 - isn't that the whole purpose of Lent? Giving up something that hinders a relationship with The Big Guy?

So, let's make Lent a little more fun...I am posting (weekly) my dinnertime menu. 40 days, cooking in....we are going to have to get a little out of the dinner comfort zone.

Here was last week's, and this week's menu's.

Ash Wednesday, March 09: Ate Leftover Chicken Broccoli Bake at Jenny's.

Thursday, March 10: Blue Cheese Turkey Burgers on the grill. Nothing fancy here, we made burgers and added crumbled blue-cheese to the inside and baked. Delish. Very rich but DELISH.

Friday, March 11: BBQ at Cullen's parents.

Saturday, March 12: Crack-pot Lasagna; It was so good. I had made it a time before. I loved it. I change a few things, but keep it basically the same. Bravo. I would have it again. (**HEY, LAUREN, did you catch the "crack-pot").

Sunday, March 13: Melt in your mouth Pizza Bagel Bites. OMGosh. This is the Devil's handy-work. I could eat 17...problem is, each one is 1/2 a bagel.

Monday, March 14: Chicken Parmesan. Crispy. Hearty. Will need exercise afterwards.

Tuesday, March 15th: King Ranch Chicken. Simple. Easy. Done.

Wednesday, March 16th: Chicken Packets. Don't knock 'till you try it, because YUMM. (side note: I am not sure why she calls them chicken pAckets, instead of chicken pOckets. Who cares? They are good.) HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER AND UNCLE STEVE!

Thursday, March 17th: P.F. Changs frozen meal. It is AS GOOD as the restaurant. If I'm lying, I'm dying.

Friday, March 18th: Fiesta Chicken and Black Bean Enchiladas. Humm.....I feel like we are eating a lot of chicken this week.

Saturday, March 19th: My Momma's Ham Casserole. A moment on your lips, forever on your hips, it is so good. You will have to email me for this recipe. It is a family one...and too good to share with everyone.

Funny Little Faces

2011-02-27T18:53:00.000-08:00

My little angel has been fighting a bad case of Croup since Tuesday. Yuck. Cullen and I have had incredible amounts of help with him (thanks Mom. Thanks Carol.) Our parents have kept him through the days while I have been at a conference in Austin and Cullen has worked. I seriously don't know how new parents have babies without help.

He has been so sweet, although not feeling good. He has been cuddly and angelic. He also has given me these sweet little faces:

How do you get any cuter??

On a different note, Noah is picking up new abilities daily. He can point, he says ma-ma (which doesn't mean momma), says bye-bye (when he waves bye-bye), and gives hugs on command. I can't wait to see how much he continue to grows. It is unreal how smart, and fantastic my little monster is. It is true, I love him more daily.

I Can't Handle ALL Of This Love!

2011-02-20T18:22:00.000-08:00

My dear baby Noah went to his best-friend's first birthday party today. He was, Kylie was, the party was as perfect as it should have been! Kylie had a great time, and received some great gifts, including a ball pit from her momma and dad! Check out these pictures in all their glory.

Yes, they are truly the best of friends. Yes, they are REALLY hugging; not forced, but genuinely HUGGING! And, yes, they are sharing. They are my one of my favorite parts of parenthood.

One Year Ago...

2011-02-18T05:46:00.000-08:00

Last year, on February 18th, I was pacing around with Cullen waiting for big news from The Durbins. Finally, around 10:00 p.m., Cullen's phone rang. CONGRATULATIONS! It is a girl! Cullen's phone was filled with pictures of a beautiful new Baby Kylie. And, Oh, what a beautiful little girl indeed.

We couldn't wait to get to the hospital the next day to meet our new little friend. Danielle, I cannot believe your special little girl is already ONE! Here is a little compilation of my favorite pictures of Sweet Baby Kylie!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYLIE!

Happy Valentine's Day My Love!

2011-02-14T12:57:00.001-08:00

What a sappy holiday.... YEP, I AM AS SAPPY AS THEY COME.

Happy Valentine's day to my one and only. You make me happier every day I am with you. I love you more and more and consider myself one of the luckiest gals in the world!!

Old Man Winter...

2011-02-07T09:46:00.000-08:00

Winter blew in last week. EVERY SCHOOL DISTRICT in Texas closed (it seemed) except Killeen ISD. However, Thursday night, Old Man Winter heard my jealous rages, and blew right into Killeen just long enough to close school on Friday.

Noah and I had an extended weekend, and we had such a blast! We played and played, crawled, napped in our beds, and played some more.
Regardless of time, regardless of how long we had al-re-ady been inside, regardless of how quickly I caught cabin fever, Noah was so sweet, so cuddly, and so much fun!
AND, because it NEVER snows in Texas, I thought I would chronicle the snow by writing in it!
I couldn't wait to get Noah all bundled up for the snow....guess who was LESS THAN AMUSED with the idea of sitting in the cold, wet, snow?? You guessed it..... This guy.
Can you read the caption bubble over his head?? "Ugh, maybe if I just take this one picture, she will let me go in...."
BUT, never fear, my little chunker was EASILY distracted by the thought of eating...even if it is eating snow.
See, I told you. Easily distracted.
The winter blizzard that was 2011 was so fun. I am so glad to see it come AND GO.

My Giggler -

2011-02-04T19:02:00.000-08:00

Noah has this funny squeal/laugh. It is one of the new noises in life that no matter what can brighten my mood. Today, Noah and I were home all day long because of "inclement weather conditions". We were the best of buds. This evening, we went to dinner with friends and on the way home, we stopped for Cullen to get cough medicine. While he was inside, Noah and I played "Where's Noah?" This game, nor this giggle get old.

*Please excuse the angle and the amount the video shakes. I am holding the camera to where he cannot see it.

BIG NEWS IN NOAHLAND!!

2011-02-02T19:56:00.000-08:00

In early January, we pooled a date of when we thought Noah would REALLY crawl. Most of the family thought it would FOR SURE be no later than January 11th. BOY WERE WE WRONG. The further and further we were removed from early January, and with the speed and which Noah could army-crawl, I just knew that Noah was going to be one of those dear little ones that didn't crawl. He was going to go straight from army-crawling to walking. And, why not? He does everything else at his own pace....

It is now February 2nd, and Noah is OFFICIALLY crawling. Our friends Kenny and Taylor came over this evening, and Noah crawled to get Kenny's phone. They went back and forth for what seemed like forever.

I am such a happy, and proud momma. This little boy melted my heart.

Is It Too Much To Ask For Two More Hours??

2011-01-26T12:21:00.000-08:00

I constantly find myself asking, WHERE DID MY DAY GO? Why am I always so busy? Why is that I need toothpicks to keep my eyes open after 8:30 p.m. {Pardon me, the Kiddo is fussing...}

...I just found my answer. I knew new mommy's lives were forever changed, but I cannot find time for everything! Guess what gets left in the dust?? Laundry. Dusting. Cleaning. Sleep.

So, would you like to know what is one of my biggest prayers? TWO MORE HOURS IN MY DAY. C'mon God. Can you make that happen?? You parted the sea, You healed the blind, can you provide me with two more hours??

Until God makes more time for me to complete life, this sweet monster is what takes up most of my time.

You know, if my time is going to be spent, at least it is being spent with something so friggin adorable. He makes me laugh, smile, cry, laugh some more.

Playdate with Kylie

2011-01-16T21:07:00.000-08:00

Noah and Baby K had a play date today.... How cute are these two?? I can't believe that she will be ONE next month!!!!!And then there is this little stinker! How cute is he??

Standing Tall

2011-01-10T20:14:00.000-08:00

I went to daycare last week to get Noah. Mrs. Brenda said, "How come you didn't tell me he stands on his own??" BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW!!!! What in the world is she talking about...MY little boy is working crawling - NOT STANDING. Sure enough. Give him something to hold onto, he can stand tall. He can wiggle, dance and squirm.

Oh, and he can cough on command, AND as of recent, blow raspberries with his momma.

We are so Cruel...

2011-01-10T19:59:00.000-08:00

Here is a video I had to share... Cullen and I find the simplest things with Noah to be so funny. Case and point: Noah was in the bath the other day, wanting to eat his Hermit Crab. Enjoy.

My Grown Up Little Boy

2011-01-06T12:35:00.001-08:00

There is a little Fisher Price picnic table at Noah's daycare. Since I have gone to Mrs. Brenda's, there is always a child sitting at the table in attachable chairs, eating snacks. Noah, undoubtedly is laying on the floor, playing with toys while everyone else enjoys their snacks...let's face it, sitting at a table when you have no teeth and don't eat real food must be terrible awful.

WELL, yesterday, when I went to pick him up, he was sitting at the table, like a real baby boy. Just bangin away on the top of the table. I hardly recognized him - one because I wasn't expecting him to be at the table when I walked in, and two, because he looked so grown up!

I must admit, I got teary-eyed. Bittersweet. My baby is growing up. Sitting like a little boy, not like a baby. Eating (gnawing) on real food. So bittersweet.

...He'll be driving next week, it feels like.

Back to the Grind

2011-01-03T05:25:00.000-08:00

I am currently sitting at my desk at work... wondering where the last two weeks went! Oh, I so much enjoyed being off of work, kinda looking forward to the routine of things again, but desperately wishing I was back home with my little Bug.

I told several people over the break, when The Bug was little, I couldn't wait to start school. I was so excited to NOT be a stay at home mom. Don't get me wrong; I loved Noah and LOVED being with him all day, but at just weeks old, he didn't do anything. He just stared at me all day. There were days I couldn't shower, days I couldn't do anything.

Now that he is mobile, now that he coos, and giggles, now that he is a baby, not a blob, he is so hard to NOT be around. Leaving home this morning to come to work was harder on me than the first day of school.
I want to reconsider being a stay-at-home mom... DON'T WORRY. We sealed our fate of me being a stay at home mom the day we closed on our house! Bye Bye stay-at-home mom option!

I hope everyone has a marvelous Monday. I know I will.

Jamaican Me Crazy!

2010-12-31T09:45:00.000-08:00

This is certainly an overdue post. My family went to Jamaica for a little pre-Christmas vacation. (Thanks Mom and Dad!!). Although I had significant reservations about the flight, how Noah would do on the flight, how he would do when we were there, how we were ever going to pack for five days in paradise (since it takes a village to raise a baby when we are at home...how much more do we need to pack to go out of the country??), and then the worries of home kick in - are the dogs going to be okay, will the house be okay??

Deep Breath...

The trip was outstanding. From beginning to end, the trip was outstanding. Yes, it took all of us to entertain Noah. However, he was a breeze on the flights, and even easier once we got there.

I will spare you from reading all the boring details of the actual trip. Instead, I will show you how adorable the little Bug was in Jamaica.

Learning to Crawl.

2010-12-29T20:21:00.000-08:00

Before I blog about Jamaica, I had to share this video. Noah is learning to crawl - and has done so over the break. It has been so neat to watch him go through the steps of learning to crawl.

He started vacation just being able to lift his upper body with his hands. From there, he could get up on all fours but not doing anything. THEN, he could rock back and forth and fall flat on his face...kerplunk. Over the last day, literally, he has been able to army crawl. My goodness, it is cute. This video is the best crawling I have seen yet; it was tonight. At the end of the video, I move the computer backwards, away from him. Naturally, he gets mad at me for making him work harder than he already has....rightfully so, I would have been mad too, had someone done the same to me.

Without further ado, may I present to you, my little (army) crawling Bug!